Link to post: A Space by Words4jp
OK, it’s not like I’m getting hot-headed or anything. This is what I want to say:
You want to protect yourself, it’s understandable. But once it’s time for you to let down your wall, then it’s THE time. And “He knows who he is”, he will let himself in, with your permission of course, and all you have to do is be yourself and expand your space.
Don’t expand your space to make room for someone else before you’ve found one. Look for permanent buyers, not renters.
And don’t settle for anything less. Know your worth.
Sometimes a guy appears in your life without you having to do anything.
Sometimes you look into his eyes, no fear abound, and you can see him actually looking back.
Sometimes you notice his stubble jaw and wonder what kind of character he’s most suited to play in your fantasy.
Sometimes the guy notices the way your eyes averting back at him every time you’re confused or happy.
You want to share with him those beautiful moments in your life.
But you wonder where he will be when darkness of the soul scares your heart into submission.
Will he stand next to you, or will he run?
Will you call after him or will you accept and face it all by yourself?
Will either of you have the courage to take the first step towards each other?
Will either of you back down?
Will there be regret or rejoice?
She tries to say, but he refuses to listen.
He tries to listen, but she refuses to say.
When will they be in tune? When will the spark ignite?
Forever more, avoiding you.