Link to post: A Space by Words4jp
OK, it’s not like I’m getting hot-headed or anything. This is what I want to say:
You want to protect yourself, it’s understandable. But once it’s time for you to let down your wall, then it’s THE time. And “He knows who he is”, he will let himself in, with your permission of course, and all you have to do is be yourself and expand your space.
Don’t expand your space to make room for someone else before you’ve found one. Look for permanent buyers, not renters.
And don’t settle for anything less. Know your worth.
Link to post: Blogging and Reverie by Countess
A brief history of our friendship, thanks Countess, for I am to high up on the clouds to tell.
Around mid-March 2013, I voiced my woes that as I am very used to speaking with her I will feel a massive hole when I go back. I said maybe blogging will help, but she said “I cannot maintain a blog because no one is reading them.” BAM. the moment when someone understands exactly how you feel. You see, I do have hidden blogs before, and even a hidden tumblr account, to scream back at the universe for my fate, asking this or that pain to stop. But they all didnt last. So I want to write differently now. Right now, I want to write daily things in a much more positive light, because even in my deepest downs of 2012, I have been blessed with enough food, shelter, clothing & emotional support. Most importantly, I have been led back to an even stronger faith in Christ.
P.S.: Can’t reblog any post from reader. A bit frustrated!